anxious

it's three in the morning and i can't sleep. i'm assuming that there is subconcious energy and anxiety with everything going on in the united kingdom, and the fact that i'm supposed to be traveling through that region of the world tomorrow with two of my friends.

i'm amazed that so few can have so great a power and influence on the world - in a negative capacity. influencing the way that people act. the way that people think. and the way that people feel.

and yet i'm encouraged to know that there are also individuals who seek to influence the world in a very different way. they are powerful, but power is the last thing that they seek.

so i pause to ask myself, what kind of influence am i having? (not looking for responses here.) and what about you?